Dear Bike-
You may recall a letter I wrote to you the other day. There was something I neglected to tell you. And that is that I truly appreciated your efforts in getting my drunk ass home in one piece. Last night was an excellent example. If I had been driving the Surly Mayfly I would have killed someone else or myself. No matter what I said previously, I am very grateful. You are very much a trusty stead and your many years of service (what is it, eight now?) are not to go without praise. If you ate, I'd take you out to dinner.
Thank you,
Surly Monkey
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
Where am I?
It seems this music is distracting me. Trying to decipher what this guy is singing seems to take some concentration. And the truth is, I just don't understand what he is saying. Damn British English! I guess I could always find the lyrics.
Apparently, my post the other night about Wikipedia got me a link to Wikipedia. That made me happy. It seems that not everyone is happy about Wikipedia though, according to this post over at Random Access Mazar some in the academic and library classes are not that happy about the idea of a chaotic information source. But for a person like me it's perfect, many a night could be spent picking up so much information (and hopefully some of it will be absorbed) that it amazes me. Of course at one point I kept my dictionary by the toilet. Not that it shows.
In the last week my thoughts have been turning to the past more than I would like. I really don't want to live in the past but sometimes it can be rather overwhelming. There is a former girlfriend who was very special to me that I've been thinking of quite a bit lately. The sad fact is, it's been over a year since I've talked to her. Of course it is most likely for the best but I still wonder how she is doing. The truth of the matter is that she has set the bar for anyone who comes after (which is completely unfair I realize). But it may not take much to reach that bar.
It's late and I'm out.
Apparently, my post the other night about Wikipedia got me a link to Wikipedia. That made me happy. It seems that not everyone is happy about Wikipedia though, according to this post over at Random Access Mazar some in the academic and library classes are not that happy about the idea of a chaotic information source. But for a person like me it's perfect, many a night could be spent picking up so much information (and hopefully some of it will be absorbed) that it amazes me. Of course at one point I kept my dictionary by the toilet. Not that it shows.
In the last week my thoughts have been turning to the past more than I would like. I really don't want to live in the past but sometimes it can be rather overwhelming. There is a former girlfriend who was very special to me that I've been thinking of quite a bit lately. The sad fact is, it's been over a year since I've talked to her. Of course it is most likely for the best but I still wonder how she is doing. The truth of the matter is that she has set the bar for anyone who comes after (which is completely unfair I realize). But it may not take much to reach that bar.
It's late and I'm out.
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Dear Bicycle
Dear Bike,
I know I've been neglecting you more than this summer than I have in past summers. In the past I would ride you to work 3 or 4 times a week until it was too cold. But you have to understand that work is a 3 minute walk now and it almost seems pointless to take you with me. You've know for a while that I'm just not that interested in trail riding anymore. If there wasn't so much goddamned uphill climbing here I might feel differently. I do take you with me anytime I go out to a bar and we still do the blind ride home on the bike path.
And yes, this summer I've forsaken you a little more for my skateboard. If Brett hadn't shown me that skatepark an hour or so away from here things might be different. I'm sorry but I just consider you more of a transportation device as opposed to an object of fun.
Don't worry though, I won't get rid of you. I may convert you into something and get a bike that is more conducive to road riding but you will always be my favorite.
And we still have a few months to spend together before the snow flies so be happy. I promise you'll get out of the house several times a week. Even if it is just to the bar.
sincerely,
Surly Monkey
I know I've been neglecting you more than this summer than I have in past summers. In the past I would ride you to work 3 or 4 times a week until it was too cold. But you have to understand that work is a 3 minute walk now and it almost seems pointless to take you with me. You've know for a while that I'm just not that interested in trail riding anymore. If there wasn't so much goddamned uphill climbing here I might feel differently. I do take you with me anytime I go out to a bar and we still do the blind ride home on the bike path.
And yes, this summer I've forsaken you a little more for my skateboard. If Brett hadn't shown me that skatepark an hour or so away from here things might be different. I'm sorry but I just consider you more of a transportation device as opposed to an object of fun.
Don't worry though, I won't get rid of you. I may convert you into something and get a bike that is more conducive to road riding but you will always be my favorite.
And we still have a few months to spend together before the snow flies so be happy. I promise you'll get out of the house several times a week. Even if it is just to the bar.
sincerely,
Surly Monkey
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Friends
This photo has a backstory that I have no inclination to tell. It is after all someone else's business. Let's just say at the moment it was taken someone needed a hug and the support of his friends.
There are few friends that I hold close. Toes and fingers at the most. I'm not the greatest at maintain relationships friends or otherwise. Inattentiveness could be one word that would describe me. This is not intentional and I've tried to make an effort at being better about it. But sometimes you can just fall out of contact even if you live in the same town. There is also my problem of not confronting things when stuff gets weird, I have a tendency to ignore it or just drop out at that point. Nonconfrontion is a bit of an issue. Of course I could go into more detail but that is probably better in a therapy session or something.
The friends I do have are important and I hope they know it.
There are few friends that I hold close. Toes and fingers at the most. I'm not the greatest at maintain relationships friends or otherwise. Inattentiveness could be one word that would describe me. This is not intentional and I've tried to make an effort at being better about it. But sometimes you can just fall out of contact even if you live in the same town. There is also my problem of not confronting things when stuff gets weird, I have a tendency to ignore it or just drop out at that point. Nonconfrontion is a bit of an issue. Of course I could go into more detail but that is probably better in a therapy session or something.
The friends I do have are important and I hope they know it.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
One more night
No one can say I'm not a good former employee. My previous boss called me at work today and sort of begged me to come in and cover a couple of shifts as much as I could. Of course, I said yes, for one the extra money is nice and two it seemed that she really got shafted. Apparently, the recently fired (as of today) decided to call from New York and inform her that he wouldn't be coming in today or the rest of the week for that matter. Not only that but the other night guy is still out of town. I just couldn't say no and why would I? Plus I get to close an hour earlier, fine by me.
The odd thing is, it was like second nature to be there, as if I had never left. Although I was really able to get surly on anyone, there wasn't anyone there. Well there was the guy that pulled to get gas in his big ass truck up as I was turning out the lights. I told him we were closed while I was letting someone in to buy smokes. Maybe tomorrow night.
The odd thing is, it was like second nature to be there, as if I had never left. Although I was really able to get surly on anyone, there wasn't anyone there. Well there was the guy that pulled to get gas in his big ass truck up as I was turning out the lights. I told him we were closed while I was letting someone in to buy smokes. Maybe tomorrow night.
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Wandering Wikipedia
Once again a large chunk of the evening was spent looking for something cool to put up here. And once again the vastness of the Internet wasteland got to me again. It seems I spent a fair amount of time reading up on English over at Wikipedia (which in my opinion is one of the greatest Internet resources out there). Not only did I learn that Scots (not to be confused with Gaelic) is the closest living language to English but I scored this quote aboute our common language:
Any amount of time spent at Wikipedia leads me all over the place inside that site. It truly is astounding how much information is there and it continues to grow constantly. For instance, who had any idea there is an English, Indiana? And that after the six floods between 1955 and 1990 it was decided to relocate the town? I would never have know that. Well may father might eventually bring it up but I doubt it.
Futhermore, the article on Hoosier is quite interesting (a Hoosier is someone from Indiana if you're not familiar with the term). I take great delight in the fact that there is no definitive origin of the word. In fact it makes me somewhat proud to be of Hoosier descent.
The problem with defending the purity of the English language is that English is about as pure as a cribhouse whore. We don't just borrow words; on occasion, English has pursued other languages down alleyways to beat them unconscious and rifle their pockets for new vocabulary. -James D. Nicoll
Any amount of time spent at Wikipedia leads me all over the place inside that site. It truly is astounding how much information is there and it continues to grow constantly. For instance, who had any idea there is an English, Indiana? And that after the six floods between 1955 and 1990 it was decided to relocate the town? I would never have know that. Well may father might eventually bring it up but I doubt it.
Futhermore, the article on Hoosier is quite interesting (a Hoosier is someone from Indiana if you're not familiar with the term). I take great delight in the fact that there is no definitive origin of the word. In fact it makes me somewhat proud to be of Hoosier descent.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Things I've seen this week
All week it seems that Surly Pump Monkey has suffered from neglect on my part. For this all that can be said is this: I've been busier than I ever expected to be. As has been mentioned before, there was some very late nights for this little monkey and most of them were work related. The funny thing is, not that many years ago it was a regular occurrence. A delivery shift at Brooklynn's could easily end a 2:30 am.
Last night American Relay played at Levelz. At some point before the show they asked if Sam and myself could work the door. Sure, why not. The only bummer would be missing part of their set. It turns out that was quite all right. Because through the window, I got to see a hippie fight and damn I wish I would have my camera at that moment. Two things, if it weren't for an interloper foot someone's head would have been smashed into the concrete and the fight was over a U2 CD.
Strolling to work the other morning I couldn't help to eavesdrop on a father yelling at his kid about having "half a bike...it's garbage you little shit!" True it was just a frame but I can just imagine what kind of plans that kid had for that frame. Way to crush your kid's dreams pops.
And today walking by the Silverthorne skatepark, a man was pulling a wagon with his child and a miniature poodle. The thing is the poodle was standing in front of the wagon with the little poodle butt right in the kids face. And not just once did this pass by but twice.
Damn I need to be writing this stuff down as it happens. Or at least taking pictures.
Last night American Relay played at Levelz. At some point before the show they asked if Sam and myself could work the door. Sure, why not. The only bummer would be missing part of their set. It turns out that was quite all right. Because through the window, I got to see a hippie fight and damn I wish I would have my camera at that moment. Two things, if it weren't for an interloper foot someone's head would have been smashed into the concrete and the fight was over a U2 CD.
Strolling to work the other morning I couldn't help to eavesdrop on a father yelling at his kid about having "half a bike...it's garbage you little shit!" True it was just a frame but I can just imagine what kind of plans that kid had for that frame. Way to crush your kid's dreams pops.
And today walking by the Silverthorne skatepark, a man was pulling a wagon with his child and a miniature poodle. The thing is the poodle was standing in front of the wagon with the little poodle butt right in the kids face. And not just once did this pass by but twice.
Damn I need to be writing this stuff down as it happens. Or at least taking pictures.
The moon, the moon, the moon
Sometime very late last night I decide to bust out the tripod and try to get a decent photo of the moon. This is one of several that I took. And I think it came out ok. The moon was quite amazing last night. It didn't come out so well in the photo but there was a yellowish tint in the moon for the entire night.
It seems that the moon at times has some kind of power over me. Maybe it's the gravitational pull or perhaps it's the luminescence, I couldn't say. Seemingly this pull is more powerful during the full moon portion of the lunar cycle, which makes sense being that is when the moon is at it's brightest. This pull is more than a visual attraction. For me there is a physical compulsion to go outside and bathe in the moonlight and take pictures apparently. Many a full moon (or night after) there will be a camera and a tripod with me out in the moonlight. Just five minutes ago there was another camera, tripod and one night after full moon.
If it's night and clear, quickly go outside and look at the moon.
It seems that the moon at times has some kind of power over me. Maybe it's the gravitational pull or perhaps it's the luminescence, I couldn't say. Seemingly this pull is more powerful during the full moon portion of the lunar cycle, which makes sense being that is when the moon is at it's brightest. This pull is more than a visual attraction. For me there is a physical compulsion to go outside and bathe in the moonlight and take pictures apparently. Many a full moon (or night after) there will be a camera and a tripod with me out in the moonlight. Just five minutes ago there was another camera, tripod and one night after full moon.
If it's night and clear, quickly go outside and look at the moon.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
A night with the brown bottle
What is it about the brown liquors that make me feel so good? It's another whiskey night here at the Monkey House. Apparently I've ingested a fair amount or at least that is what my fingers tell me when I try to type. But what the hell, I've got a cool British Sea Power song playing in the headphones. It helps make up for the fact that I should have gone to bed hours ago. I spent close to fifteen hours at work yesterday making copies in reference to a town in Texas I never want to see the name of again as long as I live. In the last three days I've work more than thirty hours, which is great because can use that time to go Vegas this fall to celebrate my birthday.
other than that there is a lot of disjointedness that is making my head spin. Scotty is dead and his ashes are going into space (and thank you for that). And maybe the Brits were aware that an Iraqi invasion might just piss off some Arabs. Well at least some of them over on the other side of the pond will admit to that possibility.
And on top of all that; I've discovered a great band, Mates of State, who hail from the Bay Area (Paradox? You heard/seen these guys?). Anyway, check out the song "Along for the Ride". I'm out in a whiskey haze.
other than that there is a lot of disjointedness that is making my head spin. Scotty is dead and his ashes are going into space (and thank you for that). And maybe the Brits were aware that an Iraqi invasion might just piss off some Arabs. Well at least some of them over on the other side of the pond will admit to that possibility.
And on top of all that; I've discovered a great band, Mates of State, who hail from the Bay Area (Paradox? You heard/seen these guys?). Anyway, check out the song "Along for the Ride". I'm out in a whiskey haze.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
A vast wasteland
Television at some point in 1961 was described as a "vast wasteland". And that was long before cable. It seems that the same phrase could apply to the Internet (don't get me wrong I actually like those sites). To find things of value one has to know where to look. Simple facts are easy to find but if you want something more obscure or even detailed you really have to refine a search. Google is great for what it does but when it comes down to narrowing a search to what you may be looking for, it does have it's limitations. Vivisimo has some potentional as it offers clustered (or grouped) results which can seem to help. I haven't played around with Vivisimo enough to really get a feel for it but I am going to add it to my list of search engines. Hopefully it can help me take the wastleland out of "vast wasteland".
One occupation I don't want
Once I entertained the idea of going to law school. For about five minutes. And after tonight, I'm glad I stopped considering it after those five minutes. At work we are doing this massive copying job for an party which will remain nameless. It's for an upcoming lawsuit and is a rather tedious job, these people never met a staple they didn't love but that's beside the point. Anyway we are basically copying anything for them that relates to the project in question. I wouldn't be surprised if we're close to ten thousand copies already. There are large boxes of the stuff. And the reading looks like the most drudgingly boring collection of material I've ever seen. Someone is going to spend the rest of the summer in a room with all of these boxes and quite likely it will be a lawyer. Now, I don't mind reading, in fact I enjoy it but that is not what I want to read. Ever. If that is what entails being a lawyer, no wonder they charge so much per hour. I'd probably want to off myself if I knew I wasn't getting paid enough to read through all of that stuff.
Monday, July 18, 2005
Out of touch
It seems that there is so much going on in the world and yet I have so little to say about it. For one there is the whole Karl Rove outing Valerie Plame thing that is being covered quite well at Politcal Animal. As much as I want to see Karl Rove "frog marched" to jail, I can't really do a good job of describing what has been going on.
I haven't really been able to listen to All Things Considered in a while, so I feel a little out of touch. On top of that I haven't read a real newspaper in almost as long. And now the local freebie doesn't count. If it wasn't for the Internet I would have no idea what was going on in the outside world. The sad thing is I think I can feel the current events part of my brain shriveling from lack of input. The one way I have of trying to correct this is by turning the radio to NPR at night and hope that I absorb news by osmosis. All of this just because I refuse to watch television news.
There is this idea I have that the true purpose of television is to provide fiction for our lives. Hence the reason I don't watch television news. Programs loosely based on reality tend to bother me. In this age of unlimited information, why should I rely on three or four behemoths to provide me with said information?
Watching TV, it seems to me, should be for entertainment purposes. And if one learns something while watching televison? Well, that's great. I'm not a channel surfer when left to my own devices, I tend to stick with one show until it's over. Not only that but I have been know just to leave it on one channel for the duration of a TV viewing evening. Of course, anymore it just seems to be background noise and so there is the attempt to replace TV with music. On that note, I'm going to go listen to Built to Spill
I haven't really been able to listen to All Things Considered in a while, so I feel a little out of touch. On top of that I haven't read a real newspaper in almost as long. And now the local freebie doesn't count. If it wasn't for the Internet I would have no idea what was going on in the outside world. The sad thing is I think I can feel the current events part of my brain shriveling from lack of input. The one way I have of trying to correct this is by turning the radio to NPR at night and hope that I absorb news by osmosis. All of this just because I refuse to watch television news.
There is this idea I have that the true purpose of television is to provide fiction for our lives. Hence the reason I don't watch television news. Programs loosely based on reality tend to bother me. In this age of unlimited information, why should I rely on three or four behemoths to provide me with said information?
Watching TV, it seems to me, should be for entertainment purposes. And if one learns something while watching televison? Well, that's great. I'm not a channel surfer when left to my own devices, I tend to stick with one show until it's over. Not only that but I have been know just to leave it on one channel for the duration of a TV viewing evening. Of course, anymore it just seems to be background noise and so there is the attempt to replace TV with music. On that note, I'm going to go listen to Built to Spill
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Sorry...I was out
Sometimes you just have to leave, so yesterday I did. So off to Ft. Collins I went. I am not going to bitch about how hot it is here any more that's for sure. This guy would never survive in Arizona I can tell you that.
Other than the heat it was great to get out of Steamboat even if just for a night. I got to see some good friends and meet some new people. There was even a boost for my self-confidence when I met a few women who genuinely seemed interested in talking to me. Wow, it had been awhile. Hell, one of them even sought me out after the initial conversation. That never happens here. I tend to forget how different the world can be even just three hours away.
In addition I was able to find some material goods that I just can't seem to find here.
Tonight was a Plagiarists show. More on that later.
Other than the heat it was great to get out of Steamboat even if just for a night. I got to see some good friends and meet some new people. There was even a boost for my self-confidence when I met a few women who genuinely seemed interested in talking to me. Wow, it had been awhile. Hell, one of them even sought me out after the initial conversation. That never happens here. I tend to forget how different the world can be even just three hours away.
In addition I was able to find some material goods that I just can't seem to find here.
Tonight was a Plagiarists show. More on that later.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Solitary
As many people in my life know, I've been alone (in the nonfriends way) for a long time. The truth of the matter is, I haven't tried that hard to do something about the situation. Although it seems that around here, if you try that hard you come across as desperate. I may be lonely but I'm not desperate, there are things that occupy my life. Of course, looking at that last sentence makes me think I could be wrong. The real problem is I just don't know where to meet women in this town (and the ratio doesn't help), I truly don't like hanging out in bars. Which could explain why I'm always writing this during bar time. And yet it seems that the only place to meet new people in this town is bars. Maybe the random show or two, but those take place in bars as well. So for now I'll just sit in front of my computer listening to Internet radio and gripe about how I can't meet anyone. Which is a total copout that I'm well aware of.
The scary thing is, I don't really mind doing what I'm doing right now. I think I've finally tipped the scales of cynicism in relation to the opposite sex when it comes to this town and I've come to the conclusion that I just don't care (although if I truly didn't care I wouldn't even mention it). It could be that I'm just not cool enough for the women of this town but I'm not convinced of that. Although after getting shot down so many times maybe I am convinced and haven't accepted it yet. Apparently, I've become resigned to the fact that as long as I remain living here in Steamboat Springs, I will be alone. Which is just another reason of several to leave as soon as I can do it right.
As much as I think I don't care, the truth is I hate being alone and it scares me as much as the fact that I don't care.
The scary thing is, I don't really mind doing what I'm doing right now. I think I've finally tipped the scales of cynicism in relation to the opposite sex when it comes to this town and I've come to the conclusion that I just don't care (although if I truly didn't care I wouldn't even mention it). It could be that I'm just not cool enough for the women of this town but I'm not convinced of that. Although after getting shot down so many times maybe I am convinced and haven't accepted it yet. Apparently, I've become resigned to the fact that as long as I remain living here in Steamboat Springs, I will be alone. Which is just another reason of several to leave as soon as I can do it right.
As much as I think I don't care, the truth is I hate being alone and it scares me as much as the fact that I don't care.
Idiots
The great thing about the Internet is that it can be like watching Jerry Springer without actually having to look at the television. Although this first one could be found in some papers, this guy managed to impregnate not just his girlfriend before he went to jail. Read it, I think he qualifies as a doofus.
Not only that but the California National Guard has once again pulled another boneheaded move. Those guys really need to take a look at their organization I think. Either that or all of the bright ones were sent to Mess O'Potamia.
And I'm not even going to bother with the ones I encounter on a daily basis in the real world (although there are fewer since switching jobs).
Not only that but the California National Guard has once again pulled another boneheaded move. Those guys really need to take a look at their organization I think. Either that or all of the bright ones were sent to Mess O'Potamia.
And I'm not even going to bother with the ones I encounter on a daily basis in the real world (although there are fewer since switching jobs).
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