Ramble on and on

Man, once again it seems that I'm out of touch with what is going on in the outside world. This is what happens when I don't spend hours at a time glued to the Internet. Of course, it is September which is generally a slow news month other than the normal death and mayhem that happens every day. Oh yeah, I guess we have a war going on but at this point what can I say? I'll leave that topic for the political blogs.

I seem to have no real focus these days. As much as I'm looking forward to winter and snowboarding it doesn't seem to be enough this year. And I think this may be the first time I've ever felt like that. It has to be a yet another sign that I'm really to give up this place. I'm not really sad about it either, the prospect of leaving is actually exciting. I know I've left before but it wasn't very long and not totally my choice (not that I regret my stay in Ft. Collins, far from it. I met some really cool people.). But the next time I leave is because I'm choosing to.

I'm jumping all over the place here. Like I said, I seem to have a lack of focus lately.

Maybe it's just this time of year. Autumn (or the mountain's version of it) seems to be a time when one can take a step back and reflect. Maybe that's what I'm doing. The strange thing is this is usually the only part of the year I get homesick but this whole past summer I've longed to be back in Indiana. Lord only knows why, it would be almost like starting over when I do go back. But this time of year there is the scents and colors that make fall truly fall.

Wow, I totally just rambled my way through this one.